I take everything from my myspace, so fucking chill bitch.
&I hardly get on here, so if you expect to really talk to me. add me on my myspace.

I'm Kaitlin Colleen Pemberton, you though can call me Kaitlin or Colleen, your choice. Proud citizen for fourteen years of Fort Worth, Texas. Student at Arlington Heights High School. I'm not what you'd think I am. I am very understanding, probably too understanding. Most people think of me as being older, but I don't. I have VERY many problems, that I should really sort out, but I'm not sure how to or if I even want to. My diseases don't make me, but I make it seem so. Life's changing, I'm growing and my life is filled with twists and turns. You'll say I smile and life too much;I'll say you don't smile or laugh enough. I long for a world of peace, but it seems too much like a lost cause. I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore, everything just kind of seems gone, you know? I guess I'll just wait for whatever it is to find ME. I'm so awkward, in the dorkiest way. I fall every 10 steps over my own feet. I have a bad reputation, you might want to stay away from me. I've wasted a lot of my life trying to figure out who I am, and fearing everything. But now...I'm going to live my life as best as I can. And I'm also going to let life take it's course, let me live life the way it's supposed to be lived. Try and hold me back, I promise you it won't work. I try not to take life for granted. I believe that there's something so much better waiting for me, just not sure what that may be. Whenever I try to speak my mind, nothing comes out when I know it should. And during the worst of situations, I don't think before I talk and bad things end up happening. I meditate quite often, to center myself. I'm not religious, but it is very soothing. I LOVE RALLIES. That's where my safe place lies. I've gained so much more faith then I've ever had my entire life. I like the feeling. I don't really know what I believe in. I really love my life, please don't screw that up for me. I'm gaining what I had once lost, slowly but surely. I'm learning to trust people more. I've stopped caring if people like me or not, I have so much more to care about then THAT. I don't care if you like the way I look in my pictures, or if I have a lot of friends...I never knew myspace was a popularity contest.I've been relying on my friends a lot lately to help me with a lot of my problems. They mean so much to me. I'm a lot happier than I've ever been in my life. I have the perfect home, school, and bestfriends, but I wish I could've turned out how my mom wanted me to. I'm single, but not looking. I'd rather stay single for awhile. Don't hit on me, wait until I hit on you...and you'll know when I'm hitting on you;it's kind of obvious? I like making the first moves. My relationship status is filled with quick fix-ups. I'm tired of peoples bullshit, especially from guys. I'm not really sure if I'm just bi or a complete lesbian. I'm just tired of guys stupidity and immaturity. Grow up boys. I like to get into really deep conversations that will be talked about days afterwards, and remembered for a life-time. I don't think you'll ever know the real me, because I don't even know the real me, and who can know yourself better than you? And I'm pretty sure words on a computer screen aren't going to change your thoughts about me or make you like me. If you want to know more, just talk to me. I'm a pretty great person once you get to know me.
-Namaste-